rH, she depends on me for so much. I'm sure she knows it will be really hard without me. She looks at me as a father figure in so many ways. But, I don't want her to stay out of fear or security. At least not long term.

I don't know what triggers the transition, but I can't wait until she is attracted to me again.


M - 42
W- 37
S's - 9,6
M-12
T-14
FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011
ILYBNILWY - march '12
FIL - died jan '13
W Moved out week later