And about your counseling sessions, if they don't sometimes leave you with things you have to work out, you need a new therapist. Digging through muck and distressing feelings is where the work is, don't shy away from that.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss