Alias, nothing additional to offer that hasn't already been provided.
Just know that others in this community (including myself) are dealing with the same feelings.
As you know feelings come and go and change. You get to choose how you react to those feelings (often easier said than done - I know from personal experience!).
Stay strong for yourself and your kiddos......
Come here to vent when needed. The community is great!
Me-48,W-51 M-22,T-24 S- 18,16,9 Feb-Jul '11 Away from Home, after initial B date Aug-Dec '11 Back at Home on couch Dec '11-now Same bedroom, room mates only Dec '14 W files initial D paperwork