hmmmm.... the fear of moving to far forward??

I can understand and feel that myself... and I too don't want to become a women who is not in love with H. That just isn't who I want to be either....

M:47 H:46
T:8.5yrs
SD:19
May/2012 ?? H having EA
Dec/2010 H distant
Jan/10/2013 Confirms PA with OW for 1 month
March/24/2013 OW still in the pic
M:Moved out May 4th

...Hanging on to hope!