Try to brace yourself, you just went over the top of a very high part of the roller coaster and are on the way down, hang on tight, as you will level out again.
Keep posting.
M46,W41 D16,D18 M22,T25 BD 11/12 W moved out 01/13 Piecing 10/13 Divorced 01/15 "Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can." UrWorthy