He's lying to you. He "says" he was working on your M so that he doesn't seem like the bad guy. STOP taking all the blame he is dishing out on you. Continue to get yourself stronger.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.