I've been avoiding writing, trying to sort through things in my own mind without throwing it all out there and sounding crazy! I'm not succeeding so that's making me even crazier! ARGH!
I took this week off work on vacation and had all these plans to clean out a couple of rooms but I'm so overwhelmed that I don't even know where to start. All I can think of is my need to go see the ocean and breathe the salt air. I may just break down and do it even though I can't afford to. Just one night away may be a world of difference for me. A reset. I don't know. We will see.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
ARGH!
All I can think of is my need to go see the ocean and breathe the salt air. I may just break down and do it even though I can't afford to. Just one night away may be a world of difference for me. A reset. I don't know. We will see.