Yes. These changes are all for me. I'm determined not to backtrack into my usual mindset of 'I can't do that because I have to take care of Marc's needs, Gabe's needs, my family members needs'....blah blah blah! I'm sick of it!
It's ALL ABOUT ME DARN IT!
And yes Kat, I did do something I'd never been able to do before and that was pretty exciting!
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
Congrats, that is amazing!!! I can't do any pushups except on my knees; that is awesome! BTW, my dd is a huge Biggest Loser fan; she just did a paper for English on her heroes, and they were me and Tara from Biggest Loser Season 7. She's got me watching and loving the show too!
It's been a very quiet Mother's day. I got to sleep in (YEA!) and took a leisurely time getting dressed. Made myself an omlette (it was super yummy!) because Gabe had to work a double today. Marc got up and didn't say one word. I made him go to wally world with me and even walking by the big display of cards and the bakery with all the mother's day cakes he never said a word. We got in the car to leave and he finally said 'Oh, by the way, happy mother's day."
ARGH! Teenage boys! Grrrrr!!!! He then asked if I could drop him at his friend's house to watch a movie. Oh well.....it was nice having an hour with him while I grocery shopped.
I refused to clean today though. That was one thing I just insisted on NOT doing! LOL
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
No, not full time. Still the same part time waiting tables he's been doing. The jobs in our area are all highly skilled or professional only and since his car still isn't running he can only work places he can get to on the golf cart. It's extremely difficult. There is no public transport here.
Just keep on keeping on!
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
I've been avoiding writing, trying to sort through things in my own mind without throwing it all out there and sounding crazy! I'm not succeeding so that's making me even crazier! ARGH!
I took this week off work on vacation and had all these plans to clean out a couple of rooms but I'm so overwhelmed that I don't even know where to start. All I can think of is my need to go see the ocean and breathe the salt air. I may just break down and do it even though I can't afford to. Just one night away may be a world of difference for me. A reset. I don't know. We will see.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
I'm going to my condo in 2 weeks - want to come stay a night or 2? Seriously. If it would help you - the offer stands.
I often get overwhelmed with clutter. I then set a timer for half an hour and just start. Then repeat the next day. Or I pick one corner of a room and get that straight.
You just need to start - that's all.
Sending you positive vibes, understanding and support.
Try flylady.com. They give you different areas to focus on each week. They break it down into 15 minutes at a time plus give you assignments which become habits. Don't feel bad, I am working on this too.
Kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
ARGH!