ohhh... and as for the meeting, I almost talked myself out of it. I really didnt want to go. Felt like a hypocrite using the church/God for personal gain. The program is very religious based, but sounds like the end result will still be helpful. I will know more next week when I force myself to go again.

I really *hate* that there is a problem. I am embarrassed of my situation and small community. Didn't want people to know.

As for your email. Maybe you hit the button by mistake. I guess we will never know. Im very excited for you about open mic. I grew up with ALOT of music around me. My dad has 15 guitars, so I understand the passion. Keep it up!

M:46 H:49 T:20yrs
myD:22
H distant summer/12
H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12
BD: Dec 2/12
asked me begin to move end of Jan/13
moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff)
"agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)