This didn't last long, but last week I had a really good feeling for a while of detachment. Just like, she's a person, and I don't have to judge her decisions or actions. I just need to make my own decisions and live my own life. It didn't last, unfortunately. I am back to resentment and anger. How could she do this to me and our kids? She's just screwing up her life and ours. But I was there for a little while, and I have hope that my heart can live without her in it.
