Going In Circles

[shouldistillhope]

Feeling a little down today. First day back at work after a holiday doesn't help things. I am feeling a bit of anger at my sitch knowing that i caused this mess and that is hard to deal with.

I have read on here that it can take months maybe even years for WAS to come around and have feelings again.

I wonder how many LBS fight for their marriage for that amount of time, or just move on with their life.

I am still hoping for a miracle but i feel i have a better chance of winning the lottery than avoiding a D.