No need to worry, snodderly. I work myself into a lather, but only temporarily. Going for a long run usually helps diffuse it, so I log quite a few miles each week. You're right though. Unchecked anger can lead to all kinds of destruction.
I do hope my attorney can get something done. The longer my H holds onto that money the less of it I will see. He has come up with all kinds of creative ways to try and reduce what's owed. This part will be the hardest to recover from. I understand that when he bolted he was desperate and broken. I can find compassion and forgiveness for that. But what he's done during the D process is nothing less than cruel and disgusting. He sees nothing wrong with what he doing including using my bank account to pay his bill (earlier post) knowing that my financial situation is desperate and he is momentarily flush. I almost wonder if he did that not so much because he somehow felt entitled, but rather thought once I found out that I would contact him. He has no way or reason to communicate with me at this point. I've blocked all contact. Up until I took that action he always seemed to find a reason to email. If he couldn't find something to fight about then he would offer to help in some way. I've been anticipating old fashion snail mail. It's all he has left.
