His version of himself can only be bettered by seeing that there are people worse off, and if he gives them a morsel, he's all the better for it! It's quite sick, and it makes him a much lower person then those he seeks!

Is it immaturity? Is it MLC backwardness, who knows but it is extremely unhealthy and unethical in my book! Pride is in all of us, but we try to be there for each other in the least prideful way we humanly can. Your not suppose to be regenerated by the suffering of others! Dude's got problems!

I can't say about the mask. In one hand he is a sweet generouse God fearing man, who went crazy trying to give his family the best of everything! There has to be some pride in there no matter what side of the mask you analyze. Was that the real H trying to be all he can be, or the mask of a man trying to be someone he's not!!!

I think he really wanted to be the hero, and when HE felt like he fell short, he gave up! To hard to try again so...up went the mask!

I do feel charged at the idea of a new person! I know lots of people here want to stand, and I am standing, but is there a M really to be standing for? By the time we LBS decide to stand, they, have been long gone! I feel like I'm standing for a miricale!

We went to dinner last night it was like taking my brother, if I had a brother!


The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!