I am livid that I am struggling financially while I wait for my attorney to get support money that I am owed. The amount is undisputed, but is being held by my H and his attorney has a negotiating tactic. They know I need it and are hoping that I will give in and settle for less than I am entitled to.
I don't understand the cruelty. It's a form of abuse. My H is absolutely delusional to think that he will ever have a relationship with the boys after all of this. They know exactly why their life is screwed up and that their father, the one who should protect them no matter what, is the reason it isn't getting better.
I am doing the best I can to be positive and reassuring, but I am entitled to moments of anger. I'm not going to cover up my feelings with a fake smile. I absolutely should not be in this financial predicament considering the amount of money we jointly make and that I am entitled to.
