Thanks so much Linda and SFC. I just had to sit and listen to him spew how important she is to him and how "she totally understands me and gets me and we have nothing but true feelings for each other"which is something I would never understand because I am such an awful person. and when I said some nasty things about her he loudly yelled at me and demanded I stop saying bad things about her. He said that if I wanted to talk about things like stuff he needs to do here that I have to stop being disrespectful to HER. I am his wife and the mom of his kids. And he still defended and is choosing a junkie whore over everything in his life but most importantly his family. I am barely hanging on and the hits just keep coming. I am not even sure what I am saying right now and I must be on moderation cause I don't know if what I am writing will show up. I am just so wiped out. I need some hardcore moments of clarity in my life. Thank you all so much. This place has become my lifeline.
