For Memorial Day went on a picnic along the CA coast. My W invited her GF and another family with 5 kids. We had a great time, but throughout I had this sense that my W really didn't want to be with me. She spent her time/energies with her GF (a younger, single, unemployeed alcoholic). To some extent I'm over-sensitive, and I know it. But also it is the multitude of little things: she moved from front seat of minivan to back to talk to GF, leaving me as I joked as the chaffuer; when we arrive to places she walks off with GF ahead of us or after us; etc.
I remind myself this is a long journey, and I am in a good spot, just not where I want to be.
