Oh RT, what such nice words. Reading your post to me aloud me to release something. I'm not sure what, but reading your words my emotions let go & silent tears ran down my face for a few minutes. It felt good.
Maybe it was just knowing I'm not alone. Maybe it was the feeling for that split second that I'm not a fool for loving my H. Maybe it was everything that needed to be let go. I'm not sure, but thank you.
The weekend has not been so bad. The girls have had a blast at their grandparents & I think I may be caught up on some much needed sleep.
H held my hand while laying in bed last night watching TV (he initiated). It felt nice. This morning I started to scratch his back when we woke up. He told me not to touch him. WTH? My emotions are everywhere already due to being pregnant, add in the actions of a WAS & I'm going crazy!
Nothing wrong with a slice of pie. I myself had Oreos two days in a row.
M 34 H 35 D 7 D 6 M 10 T 14 Pregnant w/ boy/girl twins-due 12/2013 BD 12/15/12
