Thank you all for the support and advice. He has went thru all of the money we had in the last 3 months. We have nothing. We have always had financial issues and now he says it is all my fault because I didn't get an outside job. He never wanted me too. I can't eat sleep or even think complete rational thoughts. NLW thanks for your words. I am holding on to them like a lifeline. SFC thank you for making me feel less worthless. LindaM your kind words are so nice to read. I feel like a loser that has let my kids down. Do I even dare have any hope that H will ever be rational and work on being with us again?? Willbwell I am sorry we are in the same boat. I do not know who this man is that I have shared my life with and I miss my old H so much. I have no one in my real life that I can talk to and you guys are wonderful. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
