Beer would be bad for my alcoholism But it's the thought that counts! Thx Fig and Betsey, I think I get a kick out of being superwhateverIhavetobe. Maybe I'm a control freak and have to do everything! Maybe I just don't want to be rejected. Maybe I just really want to help the people I care for! Maybe all of the above. Most of what I did for SDA lady I wanted to do! But, it's the overall constant build up over time that wears me to a nub. I just go until I can't anymore. That's not a good plan and it's costly. Well, tomorrow is a new day and a new opportunity to not do something for someone lol.