It is OK to want. And to temper that want with faith and gratitude for what we have.
Each of us receives our messages when we look within, rather than out.
Easy to lash out at what we feel society has handed to us.
Yet not so easy, as we come to learn that lashing out provides us only with the momentary "value" that is the same behaviour base of those who would look at M as disposable, in the first place.
Its not for me to tell you things will get better and you will be fine, as will your kids. You already know that.
It's the journey to that end where we have the opportunity to smell the poo... or the flowers...
