round and around we go

[willbwell]

KD, I appreciate your response. I agree with practicing compassion. I know my H is sad and confused. I look for good. I look for silver linings. I know there is a bigger picture. I will say this situation has made me become much more spiritual. I know my blessings three of which are my great kids.
I want to do my best. I don't want to be bitter. I want to keep the path home smooth. I still struggle daily with hurt and sadness. I am envious of families that are intact. That is what I want.