first time(&last) & still need help

[albamarie]

Not fun, but learning. H has been an over spill of sharing, and exposing himself to me, I am being receptive, listening and learning. He's a good man with a misery gene that has grown 3x the size of any other gene.

In the end of all this I still can say, someone new in my life would be better that trying to stuff this not-H back inside to reveal my H. How would I go on w life w/him knowing he can come out anytime.

I'm 46yrs old, he stuffed not-h down for 22yrs, so back again same place and time when I hit 68yrs, no thanks! That is my biggest fear!

You sound good! Good for you! I'm good, we are redoing the kitchen pluming, H and I. Big talking days, crying, anger, but it was good, and needed. I don't think I like the phrase "stick w the devil you know" I'm holding out for new.

Can I get an angel please!!!! have fun!