Good thoughts Labug. What am I doing? Sweet d*** all at the moment lol. I'm steering clear of women What I have done since the break up is talk to people, show my vulnerability and trust that others care and will love me, despite not being Mr. Perfect. Last night, I drove to my friend's place, who is in my church small group, and told him "I'm hurting right now" That was not easy. When I decided to end the R with SDA Lady I went to another friend and shared how I was feeling with her. I'm showing myself to others at my weakest point and letting them take care of me for a bit...and I'm surviving. I have this fear that if I show weakness people will not want me or will pound me into the ground. I'm better at taking care of them. So, this is a start.
What I have done since the break up is talk to people, show my vulnerability and trust that others care and will love me, despite not being Mr. Perfect. Last night, I drove to my friend's place, who is in my church small group, and told him "I'm hurting right now" That was not easy. When I decided to end the R with SDA Lady I went to another friend and shared how I was feeling with her. I'm showing myself to others at my weakest point and letting them take care of me for a bit...and I'm surviving. I have this fear that if I show weakness people will not want me or will pound me into the ground. I'm better at taking care of them. So, this is a start.
