thanks for sharing that. at least i know it isnt just a guy thing. i did the best i could at performing for my XW. i never told her no. i didnt want to feel selfish. i also didnt want to deal with the fight. if she wanted to dpend money we didnt have i i never said no. for 1, i bought $10 in beer everyday, and 2, it was just easier to go to work and work longer hours to make up for the spent money. looking back i feel dumb..lol it created this black hole spending woman. she knew i would just work longer. it was killing me. working 60+ hours a week gets old. it also led to her biggest complaint. i was never home. she likes to bring that up to this day. and here i am, not wanting the fight or to look selfish, so i just apologize. never did i say, i would have been home if you could balance a checkbook. and she is an accountant. smh.. then when she sees that complaint losing steam, her other favorite is, if i wasnt a drunk, she wouldnt have had to cheat on me.. the count of OM is up to 8 now. and not just recently. my IC says to not let what she says bother me. yeah, great.. i would love if it didnt..lol
oh yeah... they played like garbage last night. looks like mr and your rangers fan could have used a shoulder to cry on last night..lol it's ok though, cuz they are heading back to the Joe tomorrow. will be nice to see them take it on home ice!
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since it looks like we have alot of the same thought patterns, my question for you is this, what are you doing to change it? my IC says stuff to me, but i just dont get it. it seems too out there, or talk with no action. idk.. im a really slow learner when it oomes to feelings and behaviors. that's why i like AA. there is a set plan on how to stay sober. it is simple yet requires alot of work. it is something i can do and feel satisfaction out of doing.
