Had awesone friday traveling. W and I were getting along great and family was having fun. Stopped at nice restaurant for dinner. W and I shared a dish that we like and kids got a pizza. Got to hotel where whole team was staying and I asked if she wanted me to check in since she normally has to because she has to check the team in also as part of her duties. I said I dont mind and she said ok thank you. Night was good avoided other family. Morning rolls around and hotel serves breakfast ... she sees the OM family and says she will go to the room and grab jackets and shell be in the car. I think - thanks ill stay with the kids and pretend. Very mature.

First Game was ok but awkward. Grabbed lunch and w ent back second game. Was waiting in car for team to arrive and the other family walks by. Now other family walks by car - they dont see us and I watch. I have a immature moment and make a comment ... bad. He is not an overly attractive guy and either is his W .. I just say seriously under my breath but loud enough for my W to hear. She shoots me a look and says what? I say our family is worth that?

Well there went the rest of the day. Moment of weakness but my feelings are changing for the worse daily with her and im losing my fight in me. I just want this over with one way or another.

I have more but need to get kids up for the day.


M: 43
W: 43
Married: 17 Together: 20
BD: 4/8/13 no legal or physical S as of yet
3 kids: S:14 D:13 D:9
W admitted EA: 5/5/13
Mediation started: 6/3/13
W says EA is done: 6/30/13 - still interested in D