Oh and she has told her best friend, and her mom that if I asked her to leave she would go stay with her mom. She wont be putting up any fight on that at all.

My wife (or whatever she is at this point) is actually a goos person inside. I believe she knows what she is doing is wrong and that she is on the wrong path. I believe she subconciously knows but she thinks that these intense feelings for me should happen magically and give her the sign.

Of course we all know that is not how it works. You have to make a conscious decision to practice love for those feelings to return.

Me, H-34 now 38
W-32 now 35
T-13 now 18 years
M-6 now 9
Daughter 3 years now 7
Bomb 11/27/12 - OM
1 year in house separation
Reconciliation 12/2013. Healed now 2017