Wfm , she is fine to kids, fn dog, and 12 dollar bunny. It's a lightswitch with me. She engaged a little with me today. I took the kids from 9 am to 9 pm on a rainy NE day. She watching tv downstairs so I went up.
Gab I had amazing day with kids and anxiety free. I keep reminding myself I have choices and that 99/100 wife's would love my azz I just happened to have the 1% lol
Today with kids: bookstore , GameStop , movies, pizza, arcade, baseball in rain lol, board games, baths , movie night in basement , phew....
Did not txt wife once throughout day. She finally txt me with some weird reason to txt
Wfm . I'm dropping the rope , coal , I am no longer let some hormonal mood freak rule my life. I feel bad for her but no longer take her cra. P I'm tired of living out of fear.
