And I do love him, so very much. One thing I've discovered is that for me personally, his hurtful actions have not caused me to stop loving him. I've lost all trust in him, lost respect for him, but the love is still there.
This ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ is sweet. I have those feelings too, but not as much loss of trust.
I really like that he is watching you. I remember becoming aware of that from my H last summer. I remember him always asking what I was reading, asking what I was doing if I was in the other room, and looking at me at our times together since we saw each other only a couple of times a week.
Upon seeing me, he would look me from head-to-toe taking everything in during a glance in the special way a man can!
I like that your H is secretly and not-so-secretly watching you:
Private Eyes They're watching you They see your every move
I love your postings, tvs, every one of them!
You keep going girl, This is going to be a very interesting summer!
Hugs, rH
Me54/H47 '08 H is "done" March '12 H moved out Brink of D, December '12 2014 totally reconciled! ...... "I firmly believe in the...absolute possibility of marriage renewal." Jim Conway