I dropped the rope. I am going this weekend but i am being pleasant like nothing is bothering me. Did some shopping with new clothes new cologne ... I feel good. Yes maybe its just a distraction for me but its helping to look the other way and occasionally looking over my shoulder to continue your analogy.

I value your opinion sandi thank you so much for your wisdom.

M: 43
W: 43
Married: 17 Together: 20
BD: 4/8/13 no legal or physical S as of yet
3 kids: S:14 D:13 D:9
W admitted EA: 5/5/13
Mediation started: 6/3/13
W says EA is done: 6/30/13 - still interested in D