This is so hard not contacting WAW. But even harder at this point is moving out of the house we both rented and lived in when together. I'm staying in house till the 31st but moving all but a TV sectional and a light.

I am waiting for the last min to stay with my Dad.

I also started looking for a house to buy not rent. I need to just keep doing what is good for me. the loan pre approval is hard but i got approved for 250,000 only thing hurting me is WAW car loan. they have to use that as part of the process. takes away from available income. ugh even if she is the one paying.

trying to keep my head up but one step at a time.....