Wow. It's been another week of no contact. At this point I can't tell if it would be easier to know if he misses me, if he's thinking about me, or what.

I've been throwing myself into GAL and my 180s, but it's really frustrating. At this point I don't even know if he's deployed or what -- which is pretty basic logistical info he'd need to share if he's serious about pursuing this divorce.

Today I'm going to call around in search of counselors for myself.

Me: 30
H: 29
M: 2 yrs
T: 5 years
BD: 12/14/12
Divorce talk begins 1/6/13
I filed: 5/20/13 -- no contact since