Good morning girl! I hope you have a wonderful day today. I thought your letter was amazing and honest. I can see how much you love your H in your words. I'm really glad you shared it and even happier it's a personal excercise and not being sent! I have written a couple of those myself. It's very therapeutic isn't it?
I'm sure with your H saying things in regards to 'baby' like that doesn't make it easier or make you feel safe to tell him it's twins. But here's my thought, why are you "protecting" him from that news? It's causing you stress and worry NOT telling him. Would you feel better if you got it out there and let it go? What fear is at the center of keeping this from him?
Me(F):40 WAW:44 T:13yrs M:9yrs BD:2/12 (I saw a text) ILYBINILWY: 5/12 PA admission: 12/12 (began 3/11) S:2/13 Moves in w/AP D begins: 7/13 W moves home to R: 10/13