Thank you Raine...I am second guessing NOT waiting more before heading in the direction I chose.

I did say that I would give her her divorce, and start the process, and that she could stop it at any time. i guess "start the process" is sort of vague, maybe for good effect. Idk.

I think I am tired and drained from the roller coaster this week, lots of emotional energy spent. Heading to bed. Need to get back in the garden and workout, that always helps my PMA.

In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus

Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm