I'm torn, his birthday is tuesday and i want to text him happy birthday. mine was a few weeks ago and i didnt hear a word from him.

I want to be a better person and just be decent but then part of me wants to keep dark for my sanity.

thoughts??

H:25 M:25
T: 9 1/2 Yrs
M: 5 Yrs

trouble in paradise: 1/18
Big D: 2/10
EA confirmed 3/11
H Leaves me: 3/30
Files: 4/8
Served: 4/15
OW Confirmed: 8/6
Divorce Final: ???