Yeah BD I agree - I was venting. Was feeling pretty down today.

Did some shopping for the weekend with my D13. Needed some new clothes since losing about 40lbs and would rather not look like a shlub. Another 15 and ill be at my goal weight. Starting to feel good about myself again after about 7 years of letting things go. The exerc ising has been keeping me busy and it has a nice added benefit.

Thanks btw for chiming in - always appreciate the support and words.

M: 43
W: 43
Married: 17 Together: 20
BD: 4/8/13 no legal or physical S as of yet
3 kids: S:14 D:13 D:9
W admitted EA: 5/5/13
Mediation started: 6/3/13
W says EA is done: 6/30/13 - still interested in D