we own a business - pt 9 ... its about me!

[makingmagic]

and..

i told him how 80% of the time, I feel like I am in his way, and unappreciated, how he is always mad at me for something I have done wrong. How I wanted to quit. I am not the partner he needs. I am not the partner he wants. He then tried to say, he wasn't appreciated and I pointed out 2 things within the hour that showed my "partnering & appreciation" of him. One being, pointed out that my call/s to him while driving were to point out something was wrong with his vehicle, not that I was calling to chit chat (my call was important). 2, that I stood outside in cold weather, as he was during his side road repair... as I appreciate his ability to fix (I should not assume to sit in car). During this time, he looked out the window, seemed sad and frustrated. Maybe even at himself. I don't think he likes seeing this side of himself.

This is roughly when he said about running away. And how life is not fun, and how he looks forward to first beer, but the nights are all the same and long dark walk into bedroom.

I pointed out, that I can accept his regiment and fluff it off as "he is just like that cuz we are busy, h is getting organized for client, etc", but to offset it, it would be fair if he thought Hmmmm, wfm is like that because, she is stressed, busy, just trying to help... etc.