Trying to stay in it, keeps getting harder. #3

[in_it]

Man that felt good! I'm not going to send it. I know it's not what's best for anybody involved. Getting it out & posting it here & reading it out loud at IC has helped already. Just letting someone else see my inner most thoughts & feelings is huge. That letter is pure, raw emotion & is something I would typically never talk about. Having it out there is a way for my C & you to hold me accountable. Now I'll have to answer to anyone who asks about it. I want to be able to tell them that I have not sent it.

I feel cleansed & ready to take in another day. I hope this feeling sticks.

J, I didn't splurge for the coffee, but the brownie was amazing!