"It is just hard to do NC i told my theropist and DB that NC is hard and i feel the longer the time goes by the less of a chance there is WAW will come back."
Yes it is hard, but you can do it. YOU have to CHOOSE to live. Not because it will bring your W back, but because that is the best thing you can do for you.
Did you watch the Zach Sobiech video? His best quote was: "You don't have to be dying to start living." So true.
"But DB said that has not been what she has seen. It can take a long time more than what i have done so far. that kinda helped me just hope she was not saying i to make me feel good. I know i should not think that but I did and do. but I have to try and Trust the God is working through the DB team and you guys."
This is good thinking...HOWEVER, don't use it as a crutch. YOU have to start walking on your own. You have the strength in yourself. YOU can climb out of the hole you feel that you're stuck in.
"I want things better now !!!"
Did you know that it took 3 years before my W even talked to me? Patience.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
