I'm severely lacking in patience. I have had a nagging feeling for months that my life is not working and I need to do something to change it? Maybe a crisis? I'm tired of keeping everything together at work and home. I am completely depleted. I'm feeling resentful. I want to restore some balance, but any time I take for myself is time away from my boys. I'm all they have now, so when I'm not here they feel neglected.
I'm tired of the D. It's been an incredible waste of money and I don't know if there's an end in sight. I don't want to discuss it anymore. I done negotiating. I'm just done.
I'm tired of the single parent routine. This isn't what I wanted. My life doesn't seem to matter. I'm just here serving everyone else.
Why am I working so hard? My paycheck doesn't give me financial freedom. I'm still dependent on my H. I absolutely hate that.
I'm exhausted and feel completely hopeless. I just don't want this anymore.
