Patient and AS - Yes so true ... this is what it feels like. You feel good one day about it then - wham! Your back to hopeful feelings. The analogy is great - I agree that you have to seem to have let go of the rope. The trick is to look the other way as hard as it is. Im definitely not doing this very well but the longer I hesitate the worse it will be for me unfortunately. Need strength from someplace.


M: 43
W: 43
Married: 17 Together: 20
BD: 4/8/13 no legal or physical S as of yet
3 kids: S:14 D:13 D:9
W admitted EA: 5/5/13
Mediation started: 6/3/13
W says EA is done: 6/30/13 - still interested in D