No longer treading water, must either sink or swim

[Grizz]

I want it said before she leaves. Not because I think it is going to change anything (at this point, I think she has to leave for the sanity of all involved) but because once she leaves I will not want to talk to her about much of anything especially any talk about "us". Also, the letter is actually a 180 for me. As many of you know, I didn't talk about things that bothered me. I stayed quiet and waited for the storms to pass.