No judgement from me, so I hope you don't take it that way. You have to live with your own choices. I just hope you are really being honest with yourself and from what I'm reading, I don't think you are.
I would have to agree here.
I can see where finding someone else could take the hurt and pain away... Or at least make it feel that way.
I would really look deep inside for an honest view.
Only looking out for you, honest!!!
M46,W41 D16,D18 M22,T25 BD 11/12 W moved out 01/13 Piecing 10/13 Divorced 01/15 "Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can." UrWorthy