TVS, how can you not shed some tears? No matter how strong you are, and how focused on DBing you are, you are human. We all are. What your H is putting you through is something that was unimaginable at one point right? Amazing how much we are able to put up with because of love. My hope is that this all happens for a reason, maybe in my case I really did need to appreciate my W more, maybe there is a bigger challenge coming down the road and this will strengthen us for it, I don't know. What I do know is we can only handle so much and you are amazing with how well you have been doing. Don't get down on yourself at all.

CB

Me; 42, W; 43
M; 16 yrs
S12, D9

3/13 - "I want to move to XYZ City (four hours away) and it might be without you, not sure"
5/13 - "Not sure I meant that"