T, I am so very sorry. No 2 x 4's here. You have gone above and beyond. It is always our choice, too. And no one would blame you if you've had enough.
I don't want to do this anymore, the lies, the secrets, the indecision, the fantasy. The being used.
I know it is so very hurtful.
I feel so bad for the kids, if this goes through, especially the youngest. Ugh.
They are the innocent victims in all this. It will be hard, I am not going to lie but they will get through it. As long as you are ok, they will be, too.
I am sick with that thought, and all of this, NOT what I want!!
I know it isnt, sweetie. One never knows what the future holds, though, right?
oh, now she just emailed me that she is considering us going to a movie tonight....and that I should wait before talking with my IC...wth?
Yea, she is feeling that you are done. And it is unsettling her. I do think it is time for you to pull way back, T. I dont really care that she doesnt see it as her choice. It is. But it is also your choice, T.
You do what is best for you right now. Let her blow in the wind.
