Ugh. My wife came over to pick up her car payment bill. Of course we talked a little about daily things, simple and friendly. But it bothers me sooooo bad that she really seems happy. She didn't confirm or deny (I didn't ask), it's just what I picked up. On the other side I'm desperately trying to detach and not let her affect me. She acts as if she's been there for months! Maybe I need to make excuses in the future to avoid seeing her. It just doesn't seem any good when I see her.
It seems our interactions have been the same since she's moved out...not frequent and nice and friendly. No R or future talk. I'm looking for some kind of change though. Not sure what, maybe just something to tell me that things are getting worse or getting better. I'm sick of the same. This limbo is starting to eat at me...!
Me:38, Wife:36 M:8 T:13 No kids Bomb:3/10/13 W moved out:3/30/13 Started D paperwork: 10/14/13 D final: 12/30/13 To a future of love and happiness...
