hiya -

you sure are ms total serenety. you sound amazingly "together" today- yay for you. my pma comes and goes. I guess i should be grateful i have one even some of the time huh?

I CAN DO the sit quietly thing - maybe that's all i can do anymore. i'm sure too pooped to worry and wonder more-

school was okay- one more day of pay - so woo hoo. big fight in hallway- i think two kids ended up arrested. man- i'd never think my little home town could have such a rough crowd in the schools these days. it surprises me and i wonder where the heck these kids came from? they sure are not from here- well, their parents, etc.

too darn bad it's the end of the school year just when i was getting "the hang of it" - oh well huh?

h comes tomorrow - i'm working anyway- he can wait a bit at airport til i can get there.

i guess "i got nothin" tonite- just stopping by for camaraderie. you're a kick with your "I like men" spiel. i do as well i guess- i do not particularly like having to go out looking for a new one tho - they've always just seemed to fall in my lap. here's hoping a third one does just that - one that will last til i croak. i've been in a serious r since i was about 15 - cannot imagine doing life alone. oh well huh?

i'm outta here i guess. can't even look at the garden- it became overgrown in about one week of rain - eeek - time for a new m.o. out there as well as in here - and me - and house and life and so on.

hope i get some big energy soon to do all this "new" stuff

xxo