You sound great! I'm glad you came back and updated your situation. Sometimes, we have to move forward and file in order to step over the "limbo" stick.
Take care of yourself and your children. They do grow up so fast!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
