Sorry, don't mean to go dark on y'all. I have been very, very busy lately - more than ever. Just got home from a weekend road trip to Atlanta.
I have been going back and forth with my L, getting our D agreement shored up. We will then pass it along to my W's L for them to review and make any changes they want to make.
I go through a range of emotions. Most of the time, I'm excited about the potential of the future. After all, GAL'ing has caused me to create a whole new life for myself. I am really looking forward to the prospect of having someone to share it with. There are times of anxiety, too. I think the times of anxiety come when there is something looming I have to deal with. TBH, if my W were to say she wanted to work on herself and wanted me to wait, I believe I would be receptive. However, she hasn't said that, so maybe she's giving me a gift.
On my W's side of fence, she has secured a job. She is looking for a new place to live. Last week, when she was out with my S, she picked him up in one car and came home with a new one. This is her third car since we've been separated now. If she finds a place to live, it will be her fourth residence. So she's making changes, but I don't believe they are the changes that matter.
