T^2. So sorry to read this mate. Wish I had something to say that would help, but I really have no idea other than, do what you think is best and look after yourself.
Me: 38 W: 35 M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs S8 D5 BD: Feb 13 Still Living Together
I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.