Wife said she was done! House sold, Moving forward

[Maritimer]

I moved into my own apartment on the weekend. Wife & kids went north for the weekend so I took advantage of them not being there to move. It would have been too hard for me to see my kids watching daddy move out.

I never heard from them since Saturday. I want to keep my distance but would like to be informed how the kids are doing. I never told her I was moving out but she must know by now. Is she happy or mad?? donno. I really dislike the no contact but it is what recommended for DB'ing.

I am really missing my children. I broke down moving, not seeing my boys running in my room every morning, bike rides, bath time, so many good thing I will miss. I have to remember this was not my choice but I have to accept it and become the best part time father I can be.

I have been very accommodating to them throughout this whole ordeal, As i should be. Its a bit disappointing that she is still not very nice & distant. Hopefully time will make this better. I came a long way since the bomb date and have to thank this forum for helping me through the most challenging time in my life.

Thanks everyone!